should i go back to school tomorrow or should i fling myself into the ocean

did not realise I was this emotionally and mentally drained.

My cat is currently protecting me from a moth, I’ve got pest control on lock.

Every single little thing I do seems to go to waste and I look back on the past year or two and wonder why I even bother. Where does this effort even get me? All the caring just gets shoved back in my face and I’m so at a loss as to what to do. I cant even determine what makes me happy or what I want. Rawr. Im tired and sick of feeling like this. Im going to sleep. I’m done.

are you actually fucking kidding me? nhjugitf09ieod